Now and then I am overtaken by a singer to the point where I can't listen to much else. This is rare but I love when it happens. I will obsess over each song......note by note........breath by breath. Most recently, that obsession has been Chavela.

Chavela Vargas has the ability to bring out, in those unique human sounds, the overwhelming emotions of melancholy, lust, grief and, most effectively in my opinion....anger. She's the BEST growler I have ever heard and for that I am eternally grateful. From one breath to the next she can growl out an angry note then send it into a whisper of sweet seduction.

Like Chente says, "Se canta cuando llorar no se puede". When it seems like romantic love is like a tragic comedy of beautiful and frightening masks and I know that tears must but can't seem to fall or for those moments when your heart seem so full that it could explode in your chest and you can't catch your breath......she brushes her hand across my face, grabs my hand, and leads me to a bit of relief.

CHAVELA THE MUSE

In the late 1950s and early 1960s in Mexico, singer Chavela Vargas dressed in men’s clothes, drank and smoked cigars like any man, carried a gun with her, and was notorious for her love of women. Some even say that she once kidnapped a woman at gunpoint, but Vargas denies that rumor. However, she doesn’t deny that she gained her slight limp from jumping out of a window because a woman disappointed her in love. If that’s true, Vargas in her youth was every bit as romantic as the music she sang. In her performances, Vargas dressed in traditionally masculine clothing and openly seduced women in the audience with Mexican folksongs–originally intended to be sung by men.
She became a legend singing Mexican rancheras–lusty songs about women and romance and heartbreak–Vargas publicly came out as a lesbian in 2000 at the age of 81, the same year she was awarded Spain’s Great Cross of Isabel la Católica, the country’s highest honor for artistic production.
Speaking to Madrid’s El País newspaper in October 2000, Vargas declared, "I’ve had to fight to be myself and to be respected. I'm proud to carry this stigma and call myself a lesbian. I don't boast about it or broadcast it, but I don't deny it. I've had to confront society and the Church, which says that homosexuals are damned. That's absurd. How can someone who's born like this be judged? I didn't attend lesbian classes. No one taught me to be this way. I was born this way, from the moment I opened my eyes in this world. I've never been to bed with a man. Never. That's how pure I am; I have nothing to be ashamed of. My gods made me the way I am."
Born in Costa Rica in 1919, Vargas suffered from polio and blindness as a child, and has claimed that she was cured by shamans–a fitting beginning for someone who eventually became one of Mexico’s best-known and best-loved singing legends. Although she went to Mexico when she was fourteen and often sang in the streets, she did not begin singing professionally until the mid-1950s, when she was in her thirties.
She was associated with Mexico’s well-known intellectuals of the time, including Diego Rivera and Luis Echeverría who went on to be President of Mexico from 1970-76. But her most well-known relationship was with bisexual artist Frida Kahlo (with whom she had an affair) and was most recently portrayed by Salma Hayek in the critically acclaimed Frida. "When I saw [Frida’s] face, her eyes," Vargas says on the film’s DVD, "it seemed like she was from another world…I sensed I could love that being with the most pure love in the world."
Working with José Alfredo Jiménez, Vargas released her first album in 1961, Noche Bohemia (Bohemian Night), and has recorded over 80 albums throughout her career.
In the mid 1990s, Pedro Almodóvar helped introduce her to new audiences by incorporating her bold, expressive, and seductive music into his films. "Nobody, except for Jesus Christ can open their arms as Chavela Vargas does," says Almodóvar.