I feel so melancholy today. The void is still there reminding me that its ready to be filled with thoughts fear and rejection and isolation and most of all that dread that "this is all there is".....just a lonely lady with her cats.....Must Keep busy, Keep busy they say, paint, dance, play guitar, sing....I've gotta clear away these webs in my mind...not let them take over........I ask for transformation...bit by bit....